Sunday, January 24, 2010

Apologies & Depression

Hey, sorry for not posting in like... so long ahah. Not enough energy or time. Well, it isn't like lots of pepole read this anyways so I suppose it wasn't missed at all. But I'll still keep my apology here JUST IN CASE. :c

I'm sick. Like seriously sick. I've been sick since last Saturday. And it's still going strong. Why does my body hate me so much ?! It always fails on me when I need it the very most. Like today since I really need to finish all my homework for history. I really need to do it because I want all A's but if I don't do good on my history homework then my 88% won't go up to 90%! ): I would be so disappointed in myself. Latin, I guess I'm not worried. I still technically got an A, it's just that my report card will still be a B+... Nevermind, I'll still be upset. Just not as much I guess. Man, I can barely breathe out of my nose. I guess my immune system is weak or something. Bad unhealthy Michaela! Well, it'll pass away with medicine hopefully. c: It can't stay with me forever!

The rain! It was awesome. I kind of got sick of my hair being wet though since it gets all ugly when it's wet. It was so ugly for week. D': I'm sorry if I blinded anyone in the process. It was so cold! And it's still cold now. I like it cold, but when I always have goosebumps and I'm shivering it's not that cool. I wish I had a parka. A really pretty warm, furred parka! (: And cute mittens. Jeans. Converse. And my neeeeeew hat! MARY I GOT A HAT! Heheh. It's so warm and fuzzy. It's one of those hats that looks all pro Russian. I'd be so happy.

Well, I have to leave right now. I'm at my dad's house ( hate it here so much ), and lots of homework to do. I have to eat soon too... Haven't eaten yet today. It slipped my mind completely. D:

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Drowsy.

Bleh, I was so tired when I woke up. My brother was still with my dad and I woke up around 7:19. Not such a good sleep considering I went to bed around four. Anyways, it was super cold today ! Don't get me wrong, I love the cold, but it's not fun when I wear shorts. ): I'm surely wearing jeans tomorrow.

Geometry was super boring ! I hate how my teacher reviews so much. Much of the students in my class are sophomores I don't understand how they could be so stupid ! ( No offense. ) We took a quiz today about something he reviewed three times today and when I finished I had to wait a while because people were still working. I think I sound mean and selfish, so I'll stop talking about it.

Latin, latin. Synopses are super fun ! But I'm really scared for the test on Thursday. I think I'll do horrible and I need to get an A so that I can have an overall A by the semester.

PE was the same old thing. Did a routine and got graded. Not much excitement there.

Biology is so mean. ): I don't like learning about ceel division. It's so hard to remember. I have to study hard tomorrow since we have a test Friday and it's only fill in the blank ! I'll probably fail miserably.

At lunch Nunu and I walked around since Nii Nii wanted us to buy her a drink and I don't really like going to the place where we buy it. I feel bad now. I'm complaining so much. Almosy each sentence has something like 'I don't like.' Sorry guys. ):

I have to do so much history homework when wake up later today ! My teacher is really giving us a hard time about this since he keeps giving us more and more and more to do. I need to do good so I could have an A though...

In English I was so happy ! I got an A on a 'final' we had ! I was so happy happy happy !

I was so tired when I got home that I was knocked out from 6pm to 8pm when Nunu called me. Then I had to rush to do homework and shower. I didn't eat a lot today... But I don't eat a lot to begin with haha. (:

Toodles guys.

Love,
MichaelaNINA. <3

Monday, January 4, 2010

first day back !

So today was our first day back at school. I thought it was pretty. . . okay? I guess? I dunno.

So, I didn't sleep last night. You'd think I'd be tired, but right now I'm wide awake. I went to school as normal and tracked down people that I knew. We had a quick catch up I guess you could say and then I went over to Nunu as normal. I kind of feel bad that I talk to him instead of my other friends, but I see them at other times too. Then we walked to my geometry class. ( Alex caught me kissing Nunu's cheek ! Oh no ! ) My teacher had picked like the worst day to do constructions. We had to make straight lines and congruent arcs and since I hadn't had sleep it was pretty hard to keep the lines straight. I kind of hate geometry. Sure, I do good in it. but that's only because I had taken it the year before. And it's a bit too easy. And people are always talking but I'm not close with anyone in that class so it's really lonely. :I

After geometry, I went to pick up Anny and we walked to Latin-PE. And of course, on the way over we said hello to Nunu. I left Anny and headed over to my Latin class. I WAS SO UPSET ! My Latin teacher only gives us an A if we have 93%. I have 90.85% and I don't have an A. I got so mad! I really want to get all A's my first semester of high school but I'm not sure that I will be able to do it, I feel so stupid. Anyways, Miss Dinh popped us a pop quiz on vocabulary for extra credit. MAYBE THAT WILL BOOST MY GRADE! Hopefully. I stole a bunch of candy and was completely bored.

Then off to PE! I wasn't looking forward to PE because 1.) I hadn't slept and 2.) It was really cold outside. We ended up doing 'Crazy 8' I guess the teacher calls them? Got an A. (: We get to start dance soon, but I don't know how well that will work out. I really like to dance, but I don't know if dance at school will be that much fun.

Biology was alright as well. Pretty boring, just taking notes. ( I nearly fell asleep. ) And then we worked on story boards and this other thingy that is really confusing. I hardly know how to do it, I might have to copy off of someone or something.

Lunch, lunch, lunch. By this time of the day, I was pretty much ready to pass out. But there was so many people around I guess I just gave up on the idea of sleeping on Nunu's shoulder. Dayna gave me taffy and it's hard to chew taffy with rubber bands so I gave some to Nii Nii, Ceci, and some other people. I really wish I could have just slept on Nunu. . .

So then we walked to history and oh my god. I swear, my history teacher is the worst! He's making us do eleven cornell notes all by ourselves in one week. Stupid World War One, it's gonna make me go insane! We have to type everything too! So I have to find a way to download microsoft word or something. I was so upset in history and because of all the homework. I know that it will help me score higher and do better on tests and I will actually memorize the material, but I don't think that I need WW1 to be a therapist. ):

In english it was pretty boring. I was kind of upset there too. We had to pick a nonfiction book, so my dad had taken me to the bookstore over the break. I really wanted to find a book about drugs or people that abuse drugs. It's not that I'm a drug addict ( Like everyone calls me anyway. ): ) but I find the topic really interesting and I'd actually read it. BUT NO. My dad started yelling at me saying that a book upon drugs was improper and that my teacher would be displeased and I'd get a bad grade. But my teacher had suggested books on the Friday before break and some of them involved drugs and even rape! So my dad picked out a book for me upon a Irish family's struggle. I mean, I'm all for Irish history, but I really don't think that I'd like to read a 300+ page book on it. So now it english I have to read a book I REALLY don;t want to in a month. Great, thanks dad. Also, I have to do a report on a four year college. I mean, I know that this will help me to pick a college in the future, but I hate doing stuff like that.

After school was pretty bad. I was kind of hyper since I hadn't slept and that's what happens when I don't sleep. But then my dad called and said some things and I got really upset. So I took Nunu away and started ranting to him and began to cry. I bet no one is reading this far anyway, but if you are sorry if I start to act a bit differently. It's just my family splitting up and all...

Anyways, this was a lot. So byebye.

With Love,
MichaelaNINA.